Sometimes, I do wonder if the way things are developing is simply an after-effect due to the fact that I was out fishing for such an extended period of time. That thought has crossed my mind many times already. And then, there’s the wonder that maybe, after seeing things the way I do, I just decide to compartmentalise my inner workings, in an effort to lessen the devastating effects should a result, one that is less than ideal, occur.

More often than not, I seem to think that it’s more of the latter than it is the former. Whether it’s good or bad, I do not know. Will I ever get out of it? Maybe; maybe not?

It’s almost like I’m able to separate myself from the emotion at will, and in doing so, feel indifferent about the situation? Heartless; inconsiderate? Maybe, depending on the circumstances. So, is this good? Or is this more bad than good, since I deny myself from experiencing the emotions present.

What significance does this have, if any?