It’s been what, 8 years already? Maybe 9, but I do know that it’s somewhere there. 9 whole years since I got it and somehow it’s still here. I’d normally expected it to just disappear into nothingness after a period of time. It did, or so it made me believe.

It would just resurface occasionally, but I never really did take any serious notice. Perfaps I was just trying to ignore it, for it usually works to make the unwanted simply go away. It sure did, but not for long. I guess it will never really go away? Will it ever?

I do know that it wasn’t to be, as was made known before. Has the situation changed already? It is something which I don’t know. I don’t think I will make any attempt as yet to find it out. No, I think that if it were meant to be, the path would reveal itself to me in time. I know better than to let history repeat itself … again. Besides, the ball isn’t in my court anyway. Until then, life still goes on.